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Wednesday, February 22, 2012

About two weeks ago, Kitty was leading the message in Resonate about courage,

and he asked us to share about some fears that we keep running away from, because we don't have the courage to face them.

So I shared with Amy that one of these fears was Praying Aloud.

To tell you the truth, I don't really know why I'm scared of it.

Maybe I'm scared that I'll be judged for saying the wrong things or not using the "cooler" words and stuff, or perhaps I'm just not comfortable with telling others what I'm telling God.

But whatever the reason is, I've always managed to run away from it.

People always tell me, "Just pray aloud, because nobody will judge."

But Amy told me something that was really interesting, that I've never heard before, yet I think is absolutely logical and sound.

She said that when we pray, we're talking to God. And God knows if you're sincerely praying to Him and seeking Him. So when you're praying, God may use His powers to stop the others from judging you, because God is almighty, and He can do everything, including that.

Maybe it's just me who thinks it's really interesting and stuff, but whatever, after I heard that, I was kinda encouraged, and I also really questioned myself to think about what's stopping me from praying aloud.

8:29 PM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, February 20, 2012

There's a bridge called Ponte Milvio in Rome, and I think people kinda call it the love bridge or something like that, because couples would go there with a padlock, engrave their names on it, and then lock it to any part of that bridge. After it's securely locked, they'll turn around and throw the key away, to symbolise that they'll never need the key because their love is forever!

SO SWEET RIGHT!

I shall go there one day with my future husband.

Back to reality,

tutorials have finally started!

And I found out a few interesting things!

Firstly, my math teacher is none other than Mdm Leow! Such a coincidence luh hahaha, and it's so paiseh because she was just scolding me in the morning. Oops. But still, it's cool. Hope I don't get on her bad side otherwise I'm screwed during training hahahaha.

Secondly, my gp teacher is Ian's friend! Meaning he's four years older than I am. How cool is that! It was so funny! I went to tell him, and then he was like "Oh, no wonder you look so familiar." Hahaha wtheck, I don't look like Ian at all.

Thirdly, Eileen and I realised that our timetables are almost exactly the same!

Besides the fact that she takes H1 econs, and I take H1 chem, all our other periods are the same!

So on mondays + tuesdays and one other day which I forgot, we stick to each other the entire time. (:

Lastly, I HAVE SWIM PE DIRECTLY BEFORE TRAINING. Swim pe ends at 4.30, the bowling bus leaves at 4.30. HOWWWWWWWW!

Last-lastly, I HATE MASS PE.

Hahahahahahahahaha.

Went out with Sarah today and had a good time catching up!

Love you babe! (:

7:03 PM sprinklinq love Y

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Life is gonna be hard, with all these new beginnings.

But it doesn't hurt to look back once in a while, and see that the people who supported you then, are still supporting you now.

Maybe they can't be with you everyday anymore,

but they're in your heart, or they should be.

Because you love Harry Potter so much, this is for you.

Yknow how when Harry needed to go to the idk what forest to look for Voldemort so that he would die? He took out the resurrection stone and talked to his parents, and whoever. They told him, "We've always been here." And they promised to stay with him. That gave Harry the courage and bravery to face Voldermort. So look at your new school as if it's Voldie. So what if I'm not there, so what if you're not happy there yet, so what if you're being forced to go there? It's gonna be hard, and you may fall and stumble along the way, but we're all gonna be there to pick you up and watch you complete this journey, because we have faith in you, that you'll be strong enough to finish this race, and also we have faith in God, that He'll protect you and provide for you everything you need till the end. <3

9:28 PM sprinklinq love Y

Really really thankful for such a great og like Harmonia!

No matter how many times I've ditched them or whatever, they've still always loved me and indulged me when I ask them to play with me and entertain me hehehe!

Don't know how I would have gotten through the first three weeks of school without y'all!

In the short three weeks of acjc life, I've made friends that I already know I'm gonna keep forever.

You may think I'm delusional because I've only known them for three weeks, but whatever.

Harmonia has really been extremely supportive in whatever I've been doing, and I really love them!

Even though we're gonna split up and go for lectures with our classes now, I hope we'll stay close and as tight as ever!

Academics wise, lit has proven to be a really interesting subject and in no way do I regret taking it! Math is hard though, I always find myself a tad lost during letures because I'm lagging behind, but I'm probably going for math tuition, so that'd help me! Chem lecturer's really good, I'm looking forward to chem lessons every week! Physicsssssss. Is a joke hahaha! Started off hating the fact that I was doing physics, but as lectures pass and stuff, I think it's becoming better!

So here's to hoping that I get those 5 A's in two years' time!

Training has been increasingly more fun, and the j1s are getting closer and closer by day!

The group chat is really entertaining, full of crap from all of them.

Lunches together before training are also really funfunfun!

Started taking the bus + car back with Lynette, learnt more about her, so that's cool.

NAG's coming up, same dates as last year!

Meaning that I'm gonna spend my birthday bowling NAG again hahaha!

In all, I think I'm starting to get used to life in acjc.

So that's good, I guess.

Bry's booking out for the first time tomorrow night, how fun!

Haven't seen him in three weeks, hope we won't fight or anything because it's really tiring!

IT'S FRIDAY TOMORROW. NO TRAINING WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!

8:44 PM sprinklinq love Y

Friday, February 10, 2012

Get over your o's results because telling everyone about it and trying to get them to pity you ultimately WON'T help you at all.

6:48 AM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, February 6, 2012

The first week of jc1 life is over!

At first I was gonna blog all about orientation and how much I absolutely love my og,

but today ELL results came out, and just like any other thing I've wanted, I didn't get in.

The only reason I was so happy to go to ac was because of ELL.

Sciences and humanities have never seemed interesting to me, so I dreaded jc life. But when I found out that acjc had ELL, I was overjoyed. I was actually EXCITED to learn.

Now though, since I'm not in, I don't know what to do.

I'm totally stuck. Can't think.

Maybe I'm better off in poly, doing tourism like Alice.

I guess the only thing stopping me from leaving Ac are the friends I've made.

Harmonia has been extremely supportive in everything, always cheering and going crazy.

We've planned on doing so many things together, and throughout orientation we were so close.

Not to mention the other stmargs girls like Xintian especially, and SuAnn and the rest, I was so glad to be in Ac with them.

Xintian and I just had a talk about going to all the performances together, and going to one-north to study after school.

Worst part about all this is that I've gotta decide by tomorrow.

Sigh.

Idk what to do anymore.

6:05 PM sprinklinq love Y